So, it's been close to two weeks that I have been in Texas and while I have been thinking about being with P and being a good wife, blah blah blah...it's hard to forget that the stuff back in Bmore is still up in the air and that paper just isn't quitting. It's been interesting, as much as things change everything stays the same. I don't think that I will be able to handle it so much with P being gone all the time. I feel like we're still separated for a certain amount of time during the week. It's a good thing, I've got to get work done, he's got to get work done by damn the weekends just aren't enough. He comes home and doesn't want to hang out with me. I spend all day at home and that's all I want to do.
What a disconnect. It will work itself out. Thanksgiving is coming and we have a 5 day weekend. It should be worth it.